Tales of Sadness and Renewal: Doctors Reflect at Story Slam

May 10, 2017
Jocelyn Lagerquist

Dr. Mena GewargesDr. Mena Gewarges It just takes one patient to change a physician’s entire approach to medicine. This was the thread that tied together the personal stories shared by physicians at the Department of Medicine’s inaugural ‘story slam’ event last week.

More than 130 people listened to 15 residents and faculty members recount how compassionate, empathetic care impacted not just their patients, but also themselves.

“At the core of humanistic medicine lies empathy for patients,” said Professor Arno Kumagai, vice-chair of education in the Department of Medicine. “We need to use the power of narratives as a whetstone to sharpen our understanding of the human condition, and that’s why events like this are so important — they create space for a dialogue to occur.”

Several speakers reflected on the sadness of loss during end-of-life care but also on the inspiring nature of the human spirit. When first-year internal medicine resident Mena Gewarges encountered a patient she already knew in the ER with progressive heart failure, she knew he was dying. All she could do was provide comfort. At that moment she realized that as objective as she can be, she can’t stop being human.

Professor Shelly Dev recalled witnessing the strength of two teenaged children as they came to terms with their father’s end-of-life wishes. “It is a privilege and an honour to bear witness to these people’s grace in the darkest moments of their lives,” she said.

Professor Nadine Abdullah spoke about “the profound act of being a doctor,” recalling that just before one of her patients was taken off life support, the patient’s roommate — who lived with dementia — seemed to slip into lucidity and held her friend’s hand in her final moments.

Other speakers recounted being changed by a memorable patient or an especially unique circumstance.

Professor Natalie Wong talked about “Karl” (not his real name), a 86-year-old man whose admitting diagnosis — more than 60 times — was progressive dementia with a delusional disorder. Karl would assign himself the task of counting the number of people passing through the ward, communicate through chirping sounds with a fellow patient who had suffered a stroke and occasionally demand to ‘pay his bills and close his account.’

On Karl’s last day in the ward he dressed up in a suit the nurses had found for him from the donation pile and gave a speech to everyone on the ward. He talked about St. Michael’s Hospital as a gracious place, where people understand the past, present and future. Wong said that to this day, a picture of Karl hangs in the nurses’ office to remind staff that if they pay close attention, there is always a Karl to be found.
Professor Michael SchullProfessor Michael Schull

Professor Michael Schull spoke of working in a small town in Iraq shortly after the first Persian Gulf War. One evening he was woken by a crowd and led to a patient’s home, where the son was afraid his mother was dying. Schull diagnosed only a dislocated jaw, so he slid his thumbs onto her lower teeth and gave a gentle push, putting her jaw back into joint. He turned to the son and announced, ‘Your mother is cured!’

“I didn’t try too hard to dismiss the family’s unearned trust, because in Iraq in 1991, there wasn’t much else to believe in,” said Schull, who is president and CEO of the Institute for Clinical Evaluative Sciences.

Professor Allan Detsky, Wilson Kwong, Nilay Shah, Ariel Lefkowitz, and Shaury Taran organized the story slam, based on similar events Detsky has worked on for the Annals of Internal Medicine. He hopes to make the Department of Medicine story slam annual.

“It was a tremendous event,” said Gillian Hawker, Sir John and Lady Eaton Professor and chair of the Department of Medicine. “It was truly wonderful to hear so many stories of how physicians’ interactions with patients and their families shape their approach to medicine — and their delivery of humanistic care.”

Read some of the story slam speeches here:

Karl's Story, Natalie Wong
Life + Times, Mena Gewarges
Untitled, Thomas Bodley
Making it up on the Spot, Ariel Lefkowitz
The Medicine Man, Michael Schull
Untitled, Bikrampal Sidhu
Untitled, Nilay Shah


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